SmokeMeth&HaleSatan

I’ll go back to going insane without feeling any love.Why do i even bother with people anymore?
They think i’m shit,but they don’t even look at all the mess they can cause to one person who has tried to give them all they wanted.
That was a joke,they just wanted to find my vulnerability,which so happened to be my love for them.
I think they’ve found out that they are the key to bring me to knees and the gun to my head.
When i want to feel loved and wanted i get ‘no thank you’ and ignored.
I just wanted to show you that you meant a lot to me and i love you but,i guess that doesn’t matter….
Thank you sleep for being the reason they are on my mind…not.